The Sword of Allah

Khalid ibn al-Walid, after over than hundreds of battles, year after year, month after month, battle after battle. It came time; the drawn sword of Allah was to leave this world.

For the last 4 years of his life, he was demoted; he couldn't go into the battlefield, and Khalid dubbed that year as "the year of the women". He was pissed off he couldn't go and fight into the battlefield again. But Khalid Ibn Walid didn't waste his time, he would recite the Quran, men like Khalid Ibn Walid. After every fajar he will recite Quran until dhuhur, and he would say that he was so busy going into jihad, that jihad has stopped him from learning the Quran. Now he made up for it, men like Khalid Ibn Walid. From fajr till dhuhr he would continuously recite the Quran and cry out of fear of Allah.

To tell you the extent of his battles and how busy he was, once he was praying and he forgot some of the ayat, or made mistake on some of the ayats, so the companions helped him out. And when he finished, he said; "by Allah, the only thing that made me busy, and kept me from memorizing Quran was fighting for the sake of Allah".

When Khalid was close to his death, SubhanAllah, can you imagine my friend, a man who has never lost a battles and duels in his life, more than hundreds of battle, is dying upon his bed. The narration mention when people would walk in, he would show them his arms, his legs, his chest, that there was not a handspan on his body which did not have a wound upon it. And he would started to crying and said "look at me, look at my body, you will not find one inch, one finger except that there are scars, and marks of war, and here I'm dying the same way as Camels dies? I've spent my life in battlefield, every single battle I threw myself in the ranks of the enemies until I would be certain than I would not come out alive, and yet here I am dying on my bed like a coward?". He was hurt and pissed off knowing he's not going to die as a Shahid on the battlefield. RadhiAllahu'anhu.

But one of the visitor explained to him a wisdom, "dear Khalid, don't you understand? The day that Prophet Muhammad Shallallahu Alaihi Wasallam dubbed you as Sayfullah Al-Maslul (The Drawn Sword of Allah). That it was impossible, for you to die in the battlefield, for if you die in the battlefield, it would've meant that the sword of Allah was broken by an infidel. But the Sword of Allah, could never be broken!" As Khalid contrary to his desires dying upon his bed.

But see my friend, on the Battle of Mut'ah, Khalid broke nine swords. NINE sword. But why they broke? Because they were the swords of Khalid. As Khalid himself, he was the sword of Allah, he could never be broken. The man, who brought the two major superpower of his time, Persian and Roman Byzantium Empire, down to their knees, passed away upon his bed. Not broken, but retire. RadhiAllahu'anhu.

His jenazah, according to many fuqaha, is not prayed upon the shahid. His clothes, his blood, may not bare testimony to his shahadah. But by Allah, every single shahid of this ummah will bare testimony to Khalid Ibn Walid, because there has never been a shahid in this ummah, who has not been inspired by Khalid Ibn Walid.

Narration mention that he left behind a horse and a sword, and sent it to Umar Ibn Khattab, and when Umar saw it, he began to cry, realising that Khalid has passed away.

But can you imagine my friend, that horse and sword Khalid has left behind, could any other man ride the horse as the way Khalid rode? Could any other man hold the sword as the way Khalid held? No one will can, because he would never be able to fulfill its rights. Because Khalid, this man -may Allah pleased with him- was on a different level.

The narration mention that when Khalid passed away, the women of Bani Makhzum came out and cried, and the Khalifah Umar Ibn Khattab has a strict rule that women could not come out and cry. Even when Abu Bakr passed away the women only gathered in the house of Aisyah and when they were crying Umar dispersed them. But when it came to Khalid Ibn Walid, a man came to Umar and said "ya Umar, women of Bani Makhzum are out and crying over Khalid!". But Umar said "for the likes of Khalid, those who cry, should cry". Yes my friend. Those who cry, should cry.

And then Umar heard the mother of Khalid reciting a poetry for his son: "You are better than a million when men fall infront of you on their faces, and you are braver than a Lion and as for your generousity - you are more generous than that stream which comes down from a mountain." And Umar (radiallahu anhu) said, "The mother of Khalid Ibn Walid has spoken the truth."

But if Khalid was better than a million that time, then he is better than a BILLION of today. And the truth is, that there will never be another Khalid Ibn Walid. Ever! By Allah, this man, he was Frederick The Great, Genghis Khan, Napoleon, Temur, all of them in one! He was more, all of them and more in one. As Abu Bakr said when he bore testimony to Khalid Ibn Walid, "women will never give birth to the likes of Khalid Ibn Walid again". There will never be another man like Khalid Ibn Walid. RadhiAllahu Anhu.

Lying on his bed in Homs, a town in Syria, he said his last message, warning the disbelievers around the world, from his time to the last day, "may the eyes of cowards never sleep".

Never, will the eyes of the cowards sleep.

Nasehat Emas Bagi Pegiat Ribawi

Silsilah Fatawa Kontemporer
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NASIHAT EMAS BAGI PEGIAT RIBAWI.
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Al-'Allamah DR. Robi' bin Hadi Al-Madkholi hafizhohulloh:

PERTANYAAN:
Apakah dibolehkan bagiku meminjam dari bank ribawi untuk membeli sebuah rumah? Berikan faedah kepada kami jazakumullohu khoiro.

JAWABAN:
Jika engkau butuh sebuah roti untuk makan dan dengan itu engkau terselamatkan dari kematian maka jangan engkau mengambil (baca: meminjamnya) dari bank sedikitpun terlebih untuk membangun rumah atau membeli mobil.

Allah telah halalkan bagimu bangkai, daging babi, hewan yang mati terpukul dan yang jatuh; Allah halalkan itu semua di saat terpaksa.

Namun Allah tidak pernah menghalalkan bagimu riba; riba bahaya sekali dan bahaya sekali.

Maka jangan engkau bermu'amalah dengan riba dan bersabarlah; karena sesungguhnya Allah 'Azza wa Jalla berfirman:

(وَمَنْ يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَلْ لَهُ مَخْرَجًا * وَيَرْزُقْهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا يَحْتَسِبُ) [سورة الطلاق 2 - 3]

"Barangsiapa bertakwa kepada Allah niscaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar. Dan memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tiada disangka-sangkanya." [Qs. At-Tholaaq: 2-3]

Maka riba adalah dosa besar dan perkara yang berbahaya; dan yang menghalalkannya dikafirkan.

Dan jika engkau butuh sebuah rumah maka bersabarlah hingga Allah beri engkau rezeki, dan berlindunglah kepada Allah serta curahkan (usaha menempuh) sebab-sebab hingga Allah persiapkan bagimu sebuah rumah, dan jika tidak maka engkau mati dalam keadaan engkau selamat dari peperangan melawan Allah;

Karena orang yang berbuat riba adalah orang yang memerangi Allah -na'udzubillah- ; sebagaimana difirmankan Allah 'Azza wa Jalla:

(فَإِنْ لَمْ تَفْعَلُوا فَأْذَنُوا بِحَرْبٍ مِنَ اللَّهِ وَرَسُولِهِ ۖ وَإِنْ تُبْتُمْ فَلَكُمْ رُءُوسُ أَمْوَالِكُمْ لَا تَظْلِمُونَ وَلَا تُظْلَمُونَ) [سورة البقرة 279]

"Maka jika kamu tidak mengerjakan (meninggalkan sisa riba), maka ketahuilah, bahwa Allah dan Rasul-Nya akan memerangimu. Dan jika kamu bertaubat (dari pengambilan riba), maka bagimu pokok hartamu; kamu tidak menganiaya dan tidak (pula) dianiaya." [Qs. Al-Baqoroh: 279)

Allah umumkan peperangan atas pelaku riba.

Dan Rasulullah telah melaknat pemakan riba, wakilnya, penulisnya, dan kedua saksinya.

Apa yang engkau inginkan setelah kutukan? Apakah bermanfaat bagimu rumah sedangkan di hadapanmu neraka jahanam?

Hendaklah bertakwa kepada Allah setiap mu'min dan bersabarlah atas kemiskinan dirinya serta atas hajatnya; karena Allah berfirman:

(وَلَنَبْلُوَنَّكُمْ بِشَيْءٍ مِنَ الْخَوْفِ وَالْجُوعِ وَنَقْصٍ مِنَ الْأَمْوَالِ وَالْأَنْفُسِ وَالثَّمَرَاتِ ۗ وَبَشِّرِ الصَّابِرِينَ) [سورة البقرة 155]

"Dan sungguh akan Kami berikan cobaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar." [Qs. Al-Baqoroh: 155]

Bersabarlah dan Allah akan memberimu balasan yang besar ini, sebagai pengganti dari engkau terjatuh ke dalam kutukan-Nya, kemarahan-Nya, kemurkaan-Nya, dan siksa-Nya.

Pikullah kesulitan ini di dunia karena sejatinya dia bukanlah apa-apa jika dibandingkan dengan kemurkaan Allah dan siksa-Nya.

Kita memohon kepada Allah agar kita dicukupkan dengan karunia-Nya dan anugerah-Nya dari segala hal yang akan mendatangkan kemarahan dan kemurkaan-Nya; sesungguhnya Robb kita sungguh maha mendengar semua doa.

Shalawat dan salam atas Nabi kita, Muhammad, dan atas keluarganya serta para sahabatnya.

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📚 Mawsu'ah Mu`allafat wa Rosail wa Fatawa Syaikh Robi' Al-Madkholi (1/134-135).

Berhenti di Kamu

Pada akhirnya, keyakinan memang tidak bisa ditukar dengan apapun. Saat bertemu seseorang yang sudah tertakdirkan jadi jodoh kita akan merasa seperti tutup botol bertemu ulirnya: “klik!”. Tanpa perlu banyak alasan kita bakal yakin bahwa dialah yang tepat jadi garis finish petualangan selama ini.

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Di ujung hari, kita akan saling menyandarkan punggung. Berbagi lelah, menceritakan kejadian konyol yang dihadapi sedari pagi, bersyukur. Keputusanku berhenti di kamu, kerelaanmu berhenti di aku membuat kita jadi dua manusia yang merasa paling tergenapkan di dunia.

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Kini setiap kali melihat ke belakang, aku bersyukur. Semua kegagalan-kegagalan yang pernah aku lalui, dengan itu ternyata Allah menuntunku ke kamu.

Alhamdulillah Robbil Alamin

Keakuanku

Ada batas yang sangat tipis antara aku dan keakuanku. Saat aku berhasil merobohkan keakuan dalam diriku aku dapat melihat diriku yang sesungguhnya.

Apa artinya Aku tanpa keakuanku? Hanya sajak kusut yang telah melarut dalam air mata yang surut. Di ujung hari, yang tersisa hanya selalu ada aku dan keakuanku.

The Dunya

I went on a journey to vietnam, and i prepared for it in months, made sure i had my tickets, made sure i have my passport, made sure i had enough money with me, and then i went on the journey.

Today i've come to an internet cafe in my city, and what i did is i picked up my motorbike and i came. That was all that i need to prepare.

If i had prepare vice versa, just picked up something and jumped on the plane to vietnam, you would have thought, "this guy is crazy". If i had prepare for 2 weeks for my journey to internet cafe today, you would've said, "this guy got his priorities upside down, he is only going for a talk and his coming straight back".

Now let us ask ourselfs question: how long are we going to live in this dunya? and how long are we gonna live in the hereafter? we prepare for the dunya according to the amount of time that we going to live in this dunya, and we prepare for our journey in the hereafter according to the time that we are going to live in the hereafter.

Umar ibn khattab r.a once said: "i looked into the matter of the dunya, and i looked into the matter of hereafter, and i realise that if i engaged myself in the dunya, then that will be detrimental to my hereafter. and if i engaged to the hereafter i would have to give up some dunya. so i gave preference to that which is eternal, everlasting, over that which was temporal."

Like i would be a fool, to prepare for 2 weeks for this journey to cafe, we also foolish to make this dunya our purpose, and forget our eternal journey to Allah.

Upon occasion Umar r.a came into a gathering of prophet Muhammad SAW, and umar looked around the house of the messenger, and he only saw a few provision, and then the messenger sat up from his mat, and the mat left imprints on the back of prophet muhammad, and umar began to cry. and the prophet said, "o umar, what are you crying for?". and umar said, "o messenger of Allah, have you not seen what pomp and what glory the kaiser and the kisra live in, the persian and the roman empire live in? you are the greatest of creation". and when umar said this the prophet sat upright and said "o umar, have you ever not understood that my example for this worldly life is that of a person who takes shade under a tree and he moves on".

That's what believers are like. That we live in this dunya temporal, for a short period of time. but what happens, we make our dunya our purpose and forget the hereafter. have you ever been to graveyard and have you seen how long people live for? have you ever seen the tombstones? what do they say? 1945-1980, 1950-1990 etc. you will realise that these people have spent more time under the ground than above it. still, what happens? we get impress by the 'now', the dunya, by ourselves. Everything makes us think that we are something special, although we forget that Allah created us from dust, and until dust we will return. and how can dust become horty? how can you proud when you are a dust? how can become you proud when you are made out of a piece of sperm?

I seek refuge of Allah from the deceptions of this worldly life. To Him, we will make our eternal journey.

The Purpose

What are we doing here? Where we gonna go?

It's like we just woke up one morning and then we are welcomed to the 'show'.
Don't ask any question just go with the flow.
Make as much money as you can and try your best not to get broke.
Copy everything you see on the TV from the hairstyles to the clothes.
Don't think too often just do exactly as you told.
And then if you ever get confused just turn towards the alcohol.
You still hear your thoughts? Then just turn up the radio.
As you learn to live a lifestyle of drugs, sex and rock'n roll.

But in all honesty, i just need to know.
Is there more to a cycle than growing and getting old?
Living and dying just to leave behind a happy home?
And a whole lot of property that somebody else going to own?

I just really need to know before the caskets closed.
Cause I'm not willing to gamble with my soul.
Nor am I ready to take any chances.

These are just simple life question and I'm just searching for some answers:
What are we doing here? What is our purpose?
How do we get here and who made us so perfect?
What happens once we go? Is this world all really worth it?

Questions we don't answer because apparently we don't really have to.
There's no purpose to this life and our existence is merely natural.
Then in that case please let me ask you.
Did you create yourself or was is somebody else who had fashioned you?
Because you are being that impeccable faultless and unparalleled.
You are a product of supreme intelligence and I'm merely being rational.
For there isn't a camera in this earth that can come close to the human eye,
Nor a computer that can compete alongside the human mind.
And if the whole world was to come together we wouldn't be able to create a single fly.

So many signs yet we still deny.

As science tries to justify that all this could come from none?
When it's a simple sum, zero plus zero plus zero cannot possibly ever give you 'one'.

So from where did all this order come?
For everything has it's origin, a maker, a creator of it's own.
So you can believe in the Big Bang, but i'd rather believe in He who caused it to explode.

Allah! The creator of everything along with every single soul.
The Ever-living, The Master, The Only-One who is in control.
Unlike His creation, beyond our imagination and No!
He is not a man nor did He have any partner or association!
He is on His own, and no He did not ever leave us, alone.

Just like every manufacturer, He left us with an instruction manual:
The Quran and Islam.

And i'm sorry to jump to conclusion, but it's the only one possible.
The only definition of God as The One and Only, supreme-being, it's logical.
A book with zero-contradiction and miracles that are both scientific and historical.
All revealed over 1400 years ago.
Like the detailed description of human embryo.
To the mountains as pegs holding firm the earth below.
And the two seas that don't mix in a complete separate flow.
To the sun and moon in orbit alternating night and day as they stay in float.
The expansion of the universe, and the creation of everything from H2O.
To the stories of the past and the preservation of Pharaoh.
To identifying the lowest point in the land where Persia defeated Rome.
The gushing fluid that created man in the glands between the ribs and the backbone.

And not a word has changed it's still the same.
So please explain how all this was known over 1400 years ago?
To a Man who couldn't even read or write, as he would recite whatever the angel spoke.

And if you still don't believe try to come up with something that's even close. But you can't.

So we took God as a mockery and His messenger as a joke.
Dismissed his scriptures as legends and tales of the ancient folks.
As we live life according to our whims, desires, and hopes.
Saying this life is the only home we will ever know.
We will live then die and simply turn to bones.
YOLO? (You Only Live Once)

But after the grass dies the rain arrives and it re-grows.
Allah promises to do the same thing to your very soul.
And bring you back from your very fingertips to your toes.
As the All-Seeing Supreme-Being watches us so close, and we are surely being tested.
In our wealth, our health, our self, and everything that we've been blessed with.

So believe for we will surely be resurrected.
And be brought back to our Lord in account for our every, single, deed.
As He hands our books and order us to READ!

From the bad to good, and everything in between.
You, yourself are sufficient for your own accountabilty.
Lord say: You were the one who thought he wouldn't come back to Me?
I gave you a whole life long to search after me.
But you were busy chasing all that which is temporary.

So read, and glad tiding to all those who believe.
Then if you disbelieve, read.
And don't let that day be the first day you find out what life really means.
Read.

Saladin

Setelah gencatan senjata, Salahuddin kembali ke Damaskus. Riwayat menyebutkan bahwa pada suatu hari ketika hujan, dia melakukan perjalanan Haji, dan ketika dia kembali, udara pada saat itu dingin dan lembab, sehingga dia jatuh sakit.

Setiap hari keadaannya semakin memburuk. Al-Imad menyebutkan "Aku bersama Salahuddin ketika dia sedang sakit. Demi Allah, setiap kali Salahuddin bertambah parah sakitnya, kepercayaannya kepada rahmat Allah semakin bertambah. Semakin lemah tubuhnya, maka semakin kuat kepercayaannya kepada Allah."

Dan bahkan dalam keadaan itu, Salahuddin tidak dapat pergi ke masjid lagi, tapi dia bersikeras untuk menunaikan shalat secara berjamaah.Jadi mereka akan membawakannya seorang imam, mereka akan membantunya sehingga dia dapat menunaikan shalat secara berjamaah.

Di hari ke-sembilan, Salahuddin tidak sadarkan diri. Syekh Jafaar menyebutkan "Aku sedang membaca Al-Qur'an di sisi tempat tidurnya, dan ketika mencapai ayat "Dia-lah Allah, dan tidak ada tuhan yang haq disembah selain Dia, Yang Maha Mengetahui hal-hal ghaib." Salahuddin sudah tidak sadarkan diri untuk beberapa lama, tapi aku mendengar suaranya yang lemah mengatakan "Sahih. Kau telah berbicara kebenaran.""

Dia menyebutkan "Selama 3 hari aku membaca Al-Qur'an di sisi tempat tidur Salahuddin, pada hari terakhirnya, saat dia meninggal, aku mencapai ayat "Tidak ada tuhan yang patut disembah selain Allah dan kepada-Nya aku percaya." Dan aku melihat wajah Salahuddin menjadi bercahaya, dia mengucapkan kalimat syahadat, kemudian dia pergi meninggalkan dunia ini."

Dan Ibnu Shaddad menyebutkan bahwa inilah bencana terbesar yang menimpa umat muslim sejak kehancuran Khulafaurrasyidin. Ibn Shaddad menyebutkan "Seringkali aku mendengar pepatah yang mengatakan "Kuharap aku dapat meninggal menggantikan dirinya." Dan aku selalu berpikir bahwa ini adalah metafora. Tapi kemudian aku menyadari hal yang sebenarnya dari pepatah itu ketika Salahuddin meninggal. "Kuharap aku dapat meninggal menggantikan Salahuddin."

Dan Abdul Latif, seorang penyair yang terkenal berkata bahwa Salahuddin ditangisi layaknya seorang nabi, karena setiap orang mencintainya. Orang yang baik mencintainya, orang yang jahat mencintainya, umat muslim mencintainya, umat non-muslim mencintainya, semua orang mencintai Salahuddin.

Dan apa yang ditinggalkan Salahuddin setelah dia wafat? Dia adalah raja Mesir, raja Siria, Lebanon, Yaman, tapi apa warisan yang ditinggalkannya? Dia meninggalkan 1 dinar dan 47 dirham, beberapa jubah perang, dan seekor kuda. Hanya inilah yang ditinggalkannya. Mereka harus meminjam uang untuk mengurus jenazahnya.

Tapi aku akan memberitahumu tentang apa yang sebenarnya diwariskannya. Dia mewariskan sebuah kejayaan!

Riwayatnya mengatakan bahwa orang-orang berteriak dan menangis seakan-akan dunia hanya menjadi satu tempat. Dan banyak orang, ketika mereka melihat jenazahnya, mereka tidak dapat percaya, mereka langsung pingsan. Mereka tidak menghadiri prosesi pemakamannya, karena mereka tidak percaya bahwa Salahuddin telah wafat. Sang pembebas tanah suci!

Bahkan Qadhi Fadhil memberikan fatwa bahwa Salahuddin harus dikubur dengan pedangnya. Jadi ketika di hari kiamat dimana dia dibangkitkan kembali, dan salah satu dari ketujuh orang yang mendapat naungan dari Allah adalah, seorang penguasa yang adil. Ketika dia berada di dalam naungan Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala, maka dia dapat bersandar pada pedangnya, jadi setiap orang dapat melihat, bahwa dialah sang pembebas Tanah Suci.

Salahuddin adalah orang yang membebaskan Tanah Suci Yerussalem, dialah orang yang membuka gerbang benteng dan kastil orang-orang Kristen. Dan di batu nisannya, mereka menulis "Ya Allah, sebagai kemenangan terakhirnya, bukakanlah untuknya pintu surga!

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Salahuddin adalah salah satu pahlawan Islam terbaik. Tapi masalah pada umat muslim saat ini, bahwa kita telah meninggalkan kejayaan kita. Seperti yang dikatakan seorang penyair, "umat muslim datang ke kubur Salahuddin, dan mereka datang lagi dan lagi." Apa yang mereka lakukan? "Mereka berada di sisi kubur Salahuddin dan berkata: Qum ya Salahuddin, qum!"

"Wahai Salahuddin bangunlah! Bangunlah, Salahuddin kami membutuhkanmu! lihatlah apa yang terjadi di Iraq! Lihatlah apa yang terjadi di Afghanistan! Di Suriah! Wahai Salahuddin kami membutuhkanmu untuk membebaskan tanah suci!"

Penyair mengatakan "mereka datang dan datang lagi. Oh Salahuddin bangkitlah! Bangkitlah! Sampai kuburnya mengeluh karena bau di sekitarnya." Dia berkata, "berapa kali dalam setahun kalian akan membangunkan Salahuddin? Berapa kali kalian akan mengusik Salahuddin karena sikap penakut kalian sendiri? Apakah kita telah sampai pada zaman dimana yang hidup meminta bantuan kepada yang mati?"

Tak ada seorang pun yang bercita-cita menjadi Salahuddin. Tak ada seorang pun yang bercita-cita menjadi Umar Ibn Khattab, Abu Dzar, atau Abu Bakr R.A, atau Khadijah atau Fatimah. Kita telah meninggalkan kejayaan kita. Kita mengingat orang-orang ini, tapi tak satupun yang ingin menjadi seperti mereka. Kawan, kita tidak boleh menjadi pengecut, karena kita percaya pada kehidupan akhirat. Kita tidak bisa merayakan kejayaan Salahuddin, Umar Ib Khattab, tapi menjadi pengecut pada saat yang sama.

The real dream

Look man, ain't i care about my young-age dream no more. To be rich, having a good job, succed in this worldly life. To have a music studio, personal library, fancy house, to own a dream car, to have an athletic body, etcetera, etcetera. I ain't care no more, man. I have a new, much better dream.

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That in this all my younger time, i was so blind that i though this worldly life is my main purpose, my only concern. I only busy about chasing worldly life, building my ladder to reach my 'ideal life standard'. That the hereafter, i can take care of it later. Yeah, later when i'm older. What do you expect? I am still young. There are still many thing i want to reach, i want buy, i want to enjoy. Isn't Allah the All-merciful? I will repent later when im old, i will take care my shalat later when im older, i will read quran and seek the thruth later. Right now, i'm too busy, man. To just attend shalat in mosque, i have no time. I have to work, collect all the money i can collect.

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"The death is running towards you, and in the same time, this worldly life is running away leaving you. But the strage thing is, you run chasing something that running away from you, and not prepare to something that is running towards you? Isn't this insane? Isn't we should be much prepare to the thing that certainly will come to us, than to the thing that we will leave behind?"

The Best Mankind

14 abad yang lalu, dia pernah merindukanmu.

Dia adalah manusia terbaik yang pernah ada.

Tepat sembilan hari menjelang wafatnya, turunlah firman Allah subhanahu wata'ala:
 وَاتَّقُوا يَوْمًا تُرْجَعُونَ فِيهِ إِلَى اللهِ ثُمَّ تُوَفَّى كُلُّ نَفْسٍ مَا كَسَبَتْ وَهُمْ لاَ يُظْلَمُونَ
“Dan peliharalah diri kalian dari (azab yang terjadi pada) hari yang pada waktu itu kalian semua dikembalikan kepada Allah. Kemudian masing-masing diri diberi balasan yang sempurna terhadap apa yang telah dikerjakannya, sedang mereka sedikit pun tidak didzalimi.”(Al Baqarah : 281)

Semenjak itu raut kesedihan mulai tampak di wajah beliau yang suci.
“Aku ingin mengunjungi syuhada Uhud" ujar beliau.
Beliaupun pergi menuju makam syuhada Uhud, sesampainya disana beliau mendekati makam para syuhada dan berkata, “Assalamu’alaikum wahai syuhada Uhud, kalian telah mendahului kami. Insya Allah kamipun akan menyusul kalian.”
Ditengah perjalanan pulang, beliau Shallallahu Alaihi Wasallam menangis. Para sahabat yang mendapinginya bertanya,
“Apa yang membuatmu menangis wahai Rasulullah?”
Beliau menjawab,
“Aku rindu kepada saudara-saudaraku.”
Mereka berkata,
“Bukankah kami adalah saudara-saudaramu wahai Rasulullah?”
Beliau menjawab,
“Bukan, kalian adalah sahabat-sahabatku. Adapun saudara-saudaraku adalah mereka yang datang sesudahku, mereka beriman kepadaku padahal mereka belum pernah melihatku.”

Pesan Ibunda

kembali nak, kembali kalau memang harus kembali
ada rumah yang bisa kau tinggali untuk tidur saat kau kembali
kalau harus menjadi bedinde, jujurlah pada pekerjaanmu
meski berat dan coba serap simbiosis apa yang dikenakan dalam kehidupanmu di seberang pulau: komensalisme, mutualisme
tapi jangan pernah kau menjadi parasitisme, jangan pernah jahat
meski kau bisa saja benci kepada pekerjaanmu, tapi jangan anti kepada mereka
lengkapilah hatimu dengan hati yang tulus dalam bekerja
bergiatlah agar orang-orang memandangmu anak yang memiliki bara semangat
meski hatimu kelak sepi, tidak ada orang yang bisa kau bagi kedukaan
tak ada orang yang bisa kau ajak untuk tertawa bersama
atau akan kau dendangkan langgam yang menyayat hatimu
tapi hentikan bila kau hanya mampu berurai airmata
biar tirai kemenangan selalu terbuka bagimu
dan kamu menjadi anak yang merdeka

tapi, kau akan pulang 'kan, nak?